I have a hard time with should’s.
It shouldn’t be this hard.
We shouldn’t be so dysfunctional.
Everything shouldn’t come back to that one guy.
I’m going to try to stop worrying about “should’s” and just do what I have to. It just makes me sad. I can’t help it. But wishing it was different or that certain people weren’t so ___ or that the decisions could be made at the appropriate level? Just makes me crazy.
I’m still sad, though.